this is life

hello new tumblr :D

haha i know i always make a new one but this one is really gay D: so yeah . its gunna be joannasucks.tumblr.com :L

i dont want this to offend you and i dont want it to hurt you . i’ve forgiven you already and i hope you’ve forgiven me . but i dont want to leave things unsaid . please dont get angry at me for this.

when we first started fighting i really wanted the fight to be over just so i could talk to you again .
but then it didnt and we had that big fight on msn . i didnt want those things i said to hurt you but it did and im sorry for that. there was only one thing that you said that i took to offense . it wasnt that you called me a bitch or anything like that. it was when you said “a thing i dont like about you is that you full hang out with the aussie group at school and then you hang out with asians outside of it”. yeah well, im sorry if i just dont click with most of them at nagle . how am i supposed to meet any australians outside of school if the only thing i go to is music? the music school only has two non-asian people and i know both of them . that got me so angry cs i never knew you could be that judgemental of me .
but then all these people came up to me and told me you’ve been bitching about me behind my back saying that you want me to say hello and that the only reason your angry at me is cs i dont. and then i started thinking “hey, how come she can get angry at me for that. its being so hypocritical.”
and then you started talking to those people that you said you didnt get along with so well and i got really angry. this was when i started thinking that i didnt want you as a friend anymore.
but the final straw was when you were standing with your yr 9 friend after school and she put that band aid thing on my back . and you knew, you just stood there laughing at me . and one of my true friends told me that it was there . i wasnt angry at you that time. i was sad that you didnt tell me and was willing to just let me get humiliated like that. while we were fighting i still did stuff for you and if that was you who was gunna get humiliated i would’ve told you still . cs we were seriously close before .
now idno. i know for a fact that you’ve talked and said crap about me behind my back and im not saying that i havent said some stuff too . but from what ive heard, it isnt half as bad as what you’ve been saying about me.
i still wanna be friends i guess.. but probably not as close as before. maybe.. but maybe not . too many things have happened in this short space of time.

and i am truely sorry if this hurts your feelings in any way or if you get angry at me . i didnt write this to start a fight.. i wrote this so nothing was left unsaid . if you want. write one back to me yeah ? ♥

im done

so yeah, ive gone along with your bs about how i never try and about how your always the one who fixes the fights . sorry honey but its the other way around .

so now im gunna stop trying and just wait for you to try okay .

only 16 days left♥

cant wait to get out of this crap hole

doctorsami:

paperplanes-:

doctorsami:

@isabellejanexo, how dare you be jheron’s participant >:(

@paperplanes-, really joanna?! :) LOL

haha yeah . but can my friend be one too, cs we wanted to join together ? :L

YES OF COURSE :):):) TALK TO ME ON MSN!!!

 haha okay .
sorry ! D: i have to get off now D: but i’ll probably go back on tonight so i’ll tty then :D

doctorsami:

@isabellejanexo, how dare you be jheron’s participant >:(

@paperplanes-, really joanna?! :) LOL

 haha yeah . but can my friend be one too, cs we wanted to join together ? :L

so i tried today.. i really tried

but you didnt care .
at the end of the day you just laughed at me .
you werent one of my true friends after all .